Not Who I Used To Be

My mind races
Anxiety kicks in
Panic and fear take over
Engulf me in the chaotic flames
Something evil has awoken
I beg for it to sleep again
The thoughts turn dark
Gore, vandalism, a new dream
An interesting thought,
New ideas pop up.
The world around me changes,
They're evil, they're not your side.
What were you thinking?
Are you crazy?
Why yes
Yes I am
Don't let them control you
Riots, flames, and murders
I want the chaos
I crave the death, the pain
I am Heartless
I am my own person!
The voices tell me the truth
The hallucinations lead the way
A new hope arises
World domination
Here I come
For I am the Queen.